Delivery Time (Part 2)

admitted..?ai...aper lagi..cucuk saner cucuk sini la gamatnyer...
aku nie dahla takut injection...fine..utk anak ibu..ibu redah gamble jerlah..

aku check in kat hospital putrajaya (VIP) nyer la...taknak aku doc2 biasa nie...terus amik pakar..
yerlah..aku dahla ader history 3 kali beb...kali nie, mintak2 taknakla jadi aper2...

sampai hospital, doc ckp waterbag dah pecah tapi tak bukak2 lagi...takut nanti baby lemas..
mulerlah aku peninggg...


pagi tue aku check dgn nurse dorang cakap betul..tapi kener check gak whether ader tak kesan greeny kat bekas waterbag tue..

checked and found out...OMG!YES! ader....

muker mmg cuak gilerla...takut tue..dr pakar pun dtg and said

" nurul..we cannot wait any longer...i dah check dgn prof i..i need to do emergency caesar dgn u...i tak bleh tgu normal dah...coz baby dah start pupu...i taknak take the risk since u pun takda anak lagi.."

aku pun terpaksa yes kan..nak wat camner..whatever it is.. dorang kener kuarkan baby jugak..

cuak dowh masuk operation theater...aku dapat bayangkan aku macam katak yg tgh buat postmoterm...korang bygkan katak tue..camtue la aku kat dalam tue...siap gigil2 kesejukan tahan gaban nyer...

sorry ekk..i tak amik epidural..aku amik normal bius ekk...walaupun dorang inject kat tulang blakang samer cam epidural..

byk sgt nurse n doc kat dlm operation room tue..aku dah tak pk aper dah...yerlah, sejuk nak mam*** kan..

the moment doc kuarkan baby danial...aku raser cam separuh perut aku ilang..baby D pun start crying..

nurse : puan..cuber tgk..puan dapat baby boy ker girl..

aku : baby boy..

nurse : ok cium baby sikit...

muakssssss...

nurse : terima kasih ibu sebab lahirkan sy..

perghh!!sentap aku dgr...bleh plak nurse tue wat drama time tue...
mmg berjurai2la gamatnyer aku time tue...

tertiber terdetik di hati " finally...aku jadi sorang ibu...unspeechless..."

baby D - 4 mth

baby D -just arrived to the world!